Hazy days...

So this marks a full week...how time does go by fast...it scares me...we all face the time and see it as nothing. I have heard many people use the phrase "times change, people change" ...I used to believe in this once but I believe it no longer. Call me naive but a part of me will never change, not after what I have seen and done and felt.

So on the day after I headed to play some pool with Julz, he whipped my ass and became known as Mr Cleanup (long story) although I think I won two games through sheer luck. I miss my pool days in smoky pool hall in Taipei...afterwards a Izakaya called us and much sad filled alcohol was consumed and alot of random banter from the Julz meister. Thanks Mr!

Last night saw us head to another Izakaya called Arigatos where the lovely Yuka served us drinks and food. Dickie, Julz, Luke the stud, Joe and me were there and later the lovely Kayo and her friend also called Yuka came down for a drink. I had way too much and staggered home whilst they continued on the rampage. WAHAHA!

Days have been long and reflective, people, friends and family have gathered around me and shown such support...I appreciate it beyond words my darlings...I feel an emptiness all surrounding me at times, its like finding and realising a home yet it feels as unreal as anything one can ever experience.

May you all take care of yourselves out there my darlings, take care of each other, thanks for all your support and words of understanding and most of all thanks for listening.


Faith, Love, Hope, Understanding and a smile are all we need in this life.