Journey home...

So the time has come...Taiwan, another one of my "homes." Theres so much for me to do when I go back...honestly I am just exhausted...so many things in life have tired me and my heart and mind.

Seeing the real world, coming out of what seemed like a dream...stark harsh reality is sometimes hard to face but that is all part of my growing I guess.

Linda, Anthony, Annie, Henry, Kyla and Jason as well as my family are all there so the trip should be a fruitfull one. We are all so lucky, I think we dont always realise it. This life we are leading, seeing it for every day, it truly is an amazing thing.

Letting go of things and people is hard...to be truly honest with yourself and what is around you is reality. Some things cannot be undone, but it is what we make of today that counts. If we look to the past or the future too much we will forget to live for today and then we are doomed. But how do we live for today? What is it that we want? Happiness right? Yeah...we want happiness...I was happy, very happy and you were too but I guess that wasnt enough, we still need to live life together or apart its your choice now.

The day outside is beautiful, its time to come out of the shadows and into the sunshine again and live for No1.

See you all soon my brothers and sisters, for those not in Taiwan (why not!?) have a great Chinese New Year and when the time is right, that time will come I am sure of it, I will see you all again soon.

To my good friends in Japan and around the world...Dickie, Julz, Nao-san, Jua, Kayo, J-Flo, Matt, Eli-san, my Chinese Da Ga, The prez himself (MBC represent!) and many others, and in England...Sarah, Edd, Roland, Kryssy, Ems...thanks for all your support, I owe you all.

Finally...to the most important people...my family...I love you all, thank you for your support, love and understanding. Without you I am nothing and I wouldnt be the person I am today without you. I love you so much...

...Happy Chinese New Year!